Monday, July 30, 2018



Hey there my beautiful people! I know it has been a while since the last time I posted anything and I'm truly sorry for that. A LOT has happened since the last time I posted and truth be told I'm here writing to you today to not only fill you in, but to maybe help my own self see some new things!

Well, I finished my first year of college. 
This year has been full of many mixed emotions. From wondering why God put me in this place to what is my true purpose? I went through a lot this past year and truth be told even though it was a year of change and growing; it was probably one of the most difficult and painful years. 
The Lord opened my eyes to so many things such as its okay to be single. 
He has the perfect person and timing for you to meet that special someone. So never settle because of loneliness or because you want that status of having a "boyfriend". I promise you, IT IS NOT worth it. Wait for God timing and His will and it will be a life time of joy and blessings. 

He also taught me to be confident in myself. 
Well, maybe not myself but to be confident in the fact that I have an amazing Father who I can lean to allow me the confidence I need in life. Learn who your true identity is, in Him and that's when the confidence comes. 

I was stuck in a place where passion was not the go to, and boy was that an odd place for me. I grew up with people always telling me, even the Word of God, to speak the Words of my heart and let the spirit move you wherever He leads. I am such an expressive person and when I could not do that, I truly struggled with my relationship with God.
 I struggled with happiness because I wasn't seeking joy. 

The biggest lesson I've learned, that I've just recently came to terms with, is that your calling doesn't change, but your circumstance and the places you go will continually change. The ultimate thing that we must learn is to have an open heart of faith to wherever the Lord calls us. 
I have no doubt that my year at PCC was what the Lord wanted at that point in my life. I watched Him perform miracles for me to be there, but now that season of my life has come to an end. 
It was a detour in my life that I had to take for some learning and growing. 

Im FINALLY back now!
Ive spent the whole summer trying to heal from some pain and trying to focus on my relationship with God. I had forgotten for so long what it was like to be so full of joy and having a heart that only wants to serve. 

The Lord is already opening so many doors for me and I CAN NOT WAIT to see what this next year beholds!

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