Hey there my beautiful people! I know it has been a while since the last time I posted anything and I'm truly sorry for that. A LOT has happened since the last time I posted and truth be told I'm here writing to you today to not only fill you in, but to maybe help my own self see some new things!

Well, I finished my first year of college. 

This year has been full of many mixed emotions. From wondering why God put me in this place to what is my true purpose? I went through a lot this past year and truth be told even though it was a year of change and growing; it was probably one of the most difficult and painful years. 

The Lord opened my eyes to so many things such as its okay to be single. 

He has the perfect person and timing for you to meet that special someone. So never settle because of loneliness or because you want that status of having a "boyfriend". I promise you, IT IS NOT worth it. Wait for God timing and His will and it will be a life time of joy and blessings. 

He also taught me to be confident in myself. 

Well, maybe not myself but to be confident in the fact that I have an amazing Father who I can lean to allow me the confidence I need in life. Learn who your true identity is, in Him and that's when the confidence comes. 

I was stuck in a place where passion was not the go to, and boy was that an odd place for me. I grew up with people always telling me, even the Word of God, to speak the Words of my heart and let the spirit move you wherever He leads. I am such an expressive person and when I could not do that, I truly struggled with my relationship with God.

 I struggled with happiness because I wasn't seeking joy. 

The biggest lesson I've learned, that I've just recently came to terms with, is that your calling doesn't change, but your circumstance and the places you go will continually change. The ultimate thing that we must learn is to have an open heart of faith to wherever the Lord calls us. 

I have no doubt that my year at PCC was what the Lord wanted at that point in my life. I watched Him perform miracles for me to be there, but now that season of my life has come to an end. 

It was a detour in my life that I had to take for some learning and growing. 

Im FINALLY back now!

Ive spent the whole summer trying to heal from some pain and trying to focus on my relationship with God. I had forgotten for so long what it was like to be so full of joy and having a heart that only wants to serve. 

The Lord is already opening so many doors for me and I CAN NOT WAIT to see what this next year beholds!

Where Am I Now?

Well, hello there! I can not believe it has been almost ten months since the last time I posted anything. Truth be told life got really crazy and I needed a break from a lot of things, this being one of those things.

So, I bet you are wondering "Where is she now?" What in the world has happened in these past ten months, and I'm here to fill you in on all the latest details...

2017 was a year of unknown adventures. I traveled the world with my best friends, making friends and memories that oceans and distance could never separate. Then bam.. graduation happened then COLLEGE. Oh college. Well that scares the hell out of me. Adulting? How could I possibly be at this stage in life? I've made it through my whole first semester of college and I feel more lost than ever. So, I'm going on this journey... Assessing my past semester of college and I'm going to blog it all here, being completely transparent allowing you to truly see my heart right now.

Here we go.....

Where AM I Now?

Right now I have a mixture of feelings going through me. Here is just a few: alone, excited, new, hopeful, inspired, lost, overwhelmed, worried, and slightly confident. 

My feelings change from day to day and at times I can't even keep up. 

What's On My Mind Right Now?

Well, Im wondering How did I get here? When did I allow the devil to get back into my mind again. HOW could I allow him to do so? Im thinking about the fact that tomorrow morning is the day I finally need to get back in the gym to created a healthier me because Im currently feeling very motivated, and to live life to the fullest.

What is the One Thing Im Excited about Right Now?

Im currently very excited about this next step to created a healthier and happier me. I just recently read this guys blog about not just becoming a better you for you but rather the future family you will have. And I can not for the life of me get that out of my head. I want to be the best I can be for my future husband and kids. To be able to keep up with them and COMPLETELY be there for them. 

What is the One thing you are Worried about Right Now?

Im slightly worried about going back to college because I did not give this past semester my fullest. I could have put so much more into my studies, but I allowed myself to get distracted and forget about the true reason behind my career choice. I want to do so much better in this upcoming semester to show that I can be the person god created me to be. 

Well, this is the last question of looking at my current situation and feelings. Ill be trying to daily keep updates of the next questions!