Monday, January 8, 2018

Where Am I Now?

Well, hello there! I can not believe it has been almost ten months since the last time I posted anything. Truth be told life got really crazy and I needed a break from a lot of things, this being one of those things.
So, I bet you are wondering "Where is she now?" What in the world has happened in these past ten months, and I'm here to fill you in on all the latest details...
2017 was a year of unknown adventures. I traveled the world with my best friends, making friends and memories that oceans and distance could never separate. Then bam.. graduation happened then COLLEGE. Oh college. Well that scares the hell out of me. Adulting? How could I possibly be at this stage in life? I've made it through my whole first semester of college and I feel more lost than ever. So, I'm going on this journey... Assessing my past semester of college and I'm going to blog it all here, being completely transparent allowing you to truly see my heart right now.
Here we go.....

Where AM I Now?

Right now I have a mixture of feelings going through me. Here is just a few: alone, excited, new, hopeful, inspired, lost, overwhelmed, worried, and slightly confident. 
My feelings change from day to day and at times I can't even keep up. 
What's On My Mind Right Now?
Well, Im wondering How did I get here? When did I allow the devil to get back into my mind again. HOW could I allow him to do so? Im thinking about the fact that tomorrow morning is the day I finally need to get back in the gym to created a healthier me because Im currently feeling very motivated, and to live life to the fullest.
What is the One Thing Im Excited about Right Now?
Im currently very excited about this next step to created a healthier and happier me. I just recently read this guys blog about not just becoming a better you for you but rather the future family you will have. And I can not for the life of me get that out of my head. I want to be the best I can be for my future husband and kids. To be able to keep up with them and COMPLETELY be there for them. 
What is the One thing you are Worried about Right Now?
Im slightly worried about going back to college because I did not give this past semester my fullest. I could have put so much more into my studies, but I allowed myself to get distracted and forget about the true reason behind my career choice. I want to do so much better in this upcoming semester to show that I can be the person god created me to be. 

Well, this is the last question of looking at my current situation and feelings. Ill be trying to daily keep updates of the next questions!